Would you question yourself when you think that you are the same person after all the years of experience in happiness, sadness, deceit, honesty, reality and dreams? I personally think that I've changed but not in a manner that everyone would notice. Truthfully, I think that I should be able to summarize what I must do in order to survive this life in this world that we are living now rather than taking advantage of things that we all know wouldn't lasts. Well, nothing lasts forever and that's a painful reality that we have to live with. But I am not the kind of person who pursue chances aggressively but I wouldn't run away from it either. In my opinion, successful individuals are keen to hunt for chances especially the one with the highest possibility of success. Of course there's no easy way to achieve success and everyone knows that if you aim high, the risk will be high too. It's a matter of our willingness to make it successful. Some would rather creating chances than waiting for chances to come and some would rather depend on luck but so far, luck is not the popular choice among those achievers. Gamblers depend on luck, not entrepreneurs. I read a lot of true stories from all around the world about the life of some millionaires. I found out that most of them were just a salesman before their success. I believe their stories because a few years ago I work in a company owned by this guy who start his career as a window blinds salesman. I might have still be working under him if he wasn't a deceiver.. strong word there.. I would like to tell you all about it but I've been telling the same old story to many people already and I'd like to put it behind permanently. It is painful to remember back all of it but it's not worthy to talk about all the time.. besides.. it has been like 2 - 3 years ago so I think it's getting pathetic to talk about it again and again.. Well, to forget that kind of things really need some maturity inside you and when you find yourself not giving up on such circumstances it would definitely give a boost to yourself in coping with unpredictable situations.. but is it enough? will you be able to really stand up for yourself? I mean with that kind of experience? Or will you use that to be an excuse for you to retreat? I believe most of us will choose to retreat.. why? because you have been deceived.. thats why. You were doing your job with hope and you see the future ahead you somehow not so bright but adequate to make you think "I can survive this" but end up being betrayed by the employer that you almost admire.. and that's why you want to retreat.. you are afraid of things like that to happen again.. I define retreat as "getting away from anything related to what you were getting away from" .. So, if you are trying to get away from jobs that won't promise you anything.. thats a retreat.. it might be related to phobia but I doubt that it is.. You won't run away from phobia and trying to get it back.. you have a phobia because you don't want to whatsoever your phobia is there in front of you or even thinking about it.. so it's not the same.. never the same..
Whatever it is, we all know that life is like that.. you aim for happiness and eventually you'll get one.. but it depends on how you acquire it.. you want it fast? well, you can get it but is it gonna last? some people realize the fact that it's not that easy to acquire happiness... LEGALLY.. and when I mean legally, its about how people achieve that.. I believe mostly by money.. yeah money don't buy you happiness bla bla bla.. I think money can! Why not? Happiness are divided to many kind and some of it require money. Don't think so?? Well, THINK SO! :P .. So how do you prefer your money to be? Dirty or clean? Everything that's illegal give promising income and happiness.. but not for long.. and hard-to-come-by money and happiness can be achieved legally. Well, I'm lying actually.. I don't know anything about it.. thats about it.. all of the above is actually come spontaneously from my head without any reason at all.. and how did they end up to what they seem to end up with? hmmm, thats pretty much how my brain works.. with no reason at all my mind just go think of nonsense thoughts and sometimes it makes me wonder "how did I end up here?" I always ask people "do you want me to tell you the story about how a pencil become a pencil?"... because I did think about how.. and end up thinking about something else before going back to pencil.. sigh..
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