I Don't Care!!

Ever wonder why you are so interested in what others are trying to tell? See that? "TRYING"?? because they didn't tell you all of it.. Why care for crap like "I know that it's my fault for every damn unfortunate, heart breaking event that I experience but.." .. the existence of "BUT" in that confession indicates that you are not really admitting that you are WRONG!! That is why I always say "Why should I admit that I'm wrong? Taking all the blame? I don't think that I am wrong!!" .. hey yeah! that's EGO or call it what you want but at least I know I'm being true to myself.. I'm being myself truthfully .. why bother taking all the blame when you really don't think that it's your fault after all? Did you watch American Idol? Did you see how Simon judge the contestants? Did he cushioned his comments? If you didn't notice.. he did NOT! why? because he was being truthful.. and still is. What's the point of participating in a competition if you already think that you are good enough to be the next top idol or singer in that matter? What's the point of motivating yourself but expecting a hypocritical comments that aren't actually good and building? Everyone got their own ways on how to motivate themselves or others. If you got scolded by a teacher because you didn't do your homework .. are you going to punch `em in the face? If you think you would then ask yourself this... "WHY?" .. what is the reason? Figure it out yourself.. I you can't find the answer then go and live in the forest.. I assure you that there's nobody there to scold you even if you pee in your pants.
Lets discuss this EGO. For me ego is not a bad thing or a good thing. It's neutral. It depends on how you apply it in your life. You want to use that ego to show off? Fine.. If people like it, then congratulation.. if they don't.. ready yourself a mask so you can disguise yourself while slowly running away from them.. what is ego actually?? According to...

Your Dictionary :
1) the self; the individual as self-aware
2)a. egotism; conceit
b. self-esteem; self-respect

and Answers :
The self, especially as distinct from the world and other selves.
In psychoanalysis, the division of the psyche that is conscious, most immediately controls thought and behavior, and is most in touch with external reality.
An exaggerated sense of self-importance; conceit.
Appropriate pride in oneself; self-esteem.

The definition from this 2 website are quite similar. You can see that the word "sense" and "self-esteem" is there.. So what do you think? Ego is a bad thing or a good thing? Or like I said earlier, it's neutral.. You make the decision.. What ego got to do with all of this? Refer to the 1st "confession" included in the 1st phrase up there.. lets see.. with a "BUT" in that explanation I'm guessing that people who talk like that got a small amount of ego in them.. lets translate that to this.. they got low self-esteem in them.. not really but you can put it that way.. compare to people who can really talk about what their true feelings are without that guilty-but-not-really "BUT" confession got higher amount of ego.. translate that to "high self-esteem.. " once again.. not really but you can put it that way.. anyway, that's all for ego..

Before I lose my mind on this one... and forget what was it that I'm trying to tell here.. well, I'm just trying to make a point here.. IF YOU REALLY WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW WHAT DO YOU THINK, DON'T CONTAMINATE YOUR CONFESSIONS OR EXPLANATION WITH EXCUSES AND "BUTS".. because I'm pretty sure that 99.999% of world population don't have psychic ability.. and I'm very sure that most will say "I DON'T CARE!!" Why? Here an example for you.. If I got my own family to look up to, why would I even wanna know you anymore if you keep doing things like that? It's annoying! No one wants to play trivia about your trivial minds..

P/S : I personally think that if people come up to me and say what they want to say without any of that excuses and "buts" crap... I'm definitely listening..